PCOS

First, a gigantic THANK YOU to Jaime for letting me crash one night and store the food.  THANK YOU!  Secondly, I HAVE INTERNET, Cable, and TV again!!!  WOO-HOO!!!!!!!!!!

Current Mood: happy

This is how it works: Comment on this entry and I will give you a letter. Write ten words beginning with that letter in your journal, including an explanation what the word means to you and why, and then pass out letters to those who want to play along.

My letter is "R" given to me by emiaj79

1. Rice--a food that is overstocking my pantry because my mother-in-law and husband love it and I hate it. Well, I don't hate rice, but I don't like to eat it all the time. I prefer pasta, which they don't like as much. Therefore, it rarely gets cooked, but always gets bought.

2. Ring--something I haven't been able to wear because my finger has "broken out" into eczema that won't heal. Something I hate hearing when it's on our home phone because it's probably a telemarketer or bill collector. Something I can't ignore if I hear it.

3. Ralph--my Father's name. I've only know 4 Ralph's in my lifetime, of which three I am related to.

4. Reflux--as in Acid Reflux...something that's burning my insides because I forgot to take my medicine this morning. Ugh!

5. Racing--my thoughts most of the time, especially when I'm trying to sleep, or read, or work, or listen, or.....

6. Rage--something I'm full of more than I ought to be. To extend it--Raging--my hormones (according to my husband).

7. Ridiculous--the fact that my friend and I will never get promoted at our jobs....lol!

8. Reality--something we were always told we needed to prepare for, and somehow ended up in the middle of without knowing or being prepared for. It's sucks! Hence the movie, "Reality Bites." Good flick.

9. Rain--I really don't like it...especially when stuck in hard, cold, pouring rain for FOUR hours on the Current River with no escape!

10. Resurrection--my life saver!

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Raindrops Keep Falling On My Head

So I had to reschedule my sleep study for the 17th, because I've been sick since I got out of the hospital, and it's in my lungs now. I'm going to the GD tomorrow to make sure I don't have pneumonia or something. UGH! This hurts and sucks really bad!

Woo-hoo! The power went out at work and we were released @ 1:00. They're probably going to lock us in for the next three days! We are so stinkin' behind and nothing is working correctly. And now doctors are missing? LOL! (You'd have to work there to get that last part). I've managed to waste the last hour on the computer, and probaby will continue for another hour. I'm a loser!

Current Mood: good
Current Music: Mercy Me: Almost There

I got the papers for my sleep study today. I have to answer a billion questions regarding my everyday lifestyle. I'm scheduled to go to sleep at 11:00 pm and be awoke at 6:30 am. Can't they even let me sleep at least 8 hours? NO! Of course not! LOL! I guess they figured that if I already sleep like crap, what's 1/2 hour+ ? I'm sure I'll loose more than 1/2 hour because I probably won't be asleep right at 11:00. I just hope they find out what's wrong with me (besides the obvious...ha ha). If they put me on that C-pap machine, I can kiss my "romance" days good-bye. LOL!

Current Mood: tired

EARLY VALENTINE; 02/01/2006

A friend sent an early "Valentine" to see if it will make it around the world by Feb. 14th.




For God so loVed the world,
That He GAve
His onLy
BegottEn
SoN
That whosoever
Believeth In Him
Should Not perish,
But have Everlasting life."
John 3:16

I don't know why, but when I post this, it won't leave the tabs where I put them. It's supposed to be lined up to where the capital letters are straight down spelling out VALENTINE. I tried....

Current Mood: cheerful

Merry Christmas Everyone!!

Current Mood: blah

Nothing to say. Just wanting to test my new profile picture.

Current Mood: cheerful

December 9th--happy 1/2 birthday to me! Thanks for the reminder, Jaime. Okay, so 3 weeks late...still nothing. Hmmm. Christmas fastly approaching...so much left to do. My mother-in-law is taking vacation all next week, so we get the house all to ourselves for a week! Yeah! However, he company Christmas party is tomorrow, so not only is she still here, my father-in-law is, too. Oh well, he's getting better. Due to money issues (like always) I am now working OT tomorrow. Joy :-(

Current Mood: working

So, I'm really hoping I have PMS, because everything is bothering me. I do get a little winter depression every year, but my mood last night was beyond that! I just wish I would start or something!! I'm two weeks "late", and two negative tests down. I would like to get "back to normal" sometime soon so I can begin to figure out my non-bc cycle. Ugh!

Current Mood: depressed

So I have found out that my hubby is still smoking, or smoking again. Grr. Don't hide it from and and don't lie to me about it. Don't cause my friends to have to lie/hide it from me either! Don't waste the money on it. What else is he hiding/lying about? How can I trust him? What will this lead to. If he wants to smoke, then tell me. Don't start with the lies and hiding. And don't act like I'm too ignorant to figure it out! He wonders why I don't trust him, because he's shown me that I can't! He'll probably try to blame me for this, too. I know he will. It was our deal that he would quit smoking before we had children. I think I'll get back on the pill until he decides that children are more important than smoking. GRRR!!!

Current Mood: pissed off

Thanksgiving is half-way over. We still have one more family get together tomorrow. My 1 1/2 yr old nephew has finally opened up and will play with us and not cry and run to mommy. Poor thing, he fell and busted his bottom lip at Thanksgiving at my aunt's. I looks just awful! Luckily, he did not knock any teeth loose. My sister and I went to my grandpa's old house for the first time since they cleaned out the house after the funeral. My aunt and uncle are going to move into it in the spring. We taught my nephew how to climb over a fence gate this weekend at grandpa's. He and I also made a wreath with construction paper hands we traced (from his hands). We even put glitter on it! What a fun mess! My father-in-law is here and behaving like a normal person! My crazy brother-in-law stayed over last night, too. He and I sat up until 1:15 in the morning talking. Hopefully he means what he says! And I hope he takes to heart what I said. Hubby got up and went hunting at 3:00 am. Ugh! Aunt Flo STILL has not arrived! Hmmm. What the heck is going on?!? Body gone crazy? Faulty tests? My uterus has rebelled and decided not to function? Oh well. At least I'm saving money by not having to buy feminine products for the time being. I'm getting more and more thank-yous done. Hopefully I will have them finished in a few days! And not one person even mentioned them at Thanksgiving! Yeah!

Current Mood: full

So once again I found myself at the grocery store the day before Thanksgiving. Why haven't I learned? All I needed was cool whip. Luckily all went well! So, six days late...hmm. I know I just got off the pill, and the test said no, but I hate waiting around for SOMETHING to happen...anything. As long as what happens doesn't cause me embarrassment! LOL! It's 8:35 pm and we're still at home. We always leave too late for mom and dad's house. AND we have to stop by Famous Barr for mom. For once, it is not my fault that we are running so late! Finally!

Current Mood: frustrated

The system is once again down here at work. One hour later.....still down. Took a "test" this weekend...negative. Oh well, when the time is right, it will happen if it's meant to happen. Our Sunday school class had a fellowship this weekend. That was fun. Church had a Thanksgiving potluck yesterday...yum! Not much else to say. House is dirty. Thank-you notes still not done. Thanksgiving this week and I have a feeling I'm going to be hassled about the thank-you notes. Grr. Maybe I should just be thankful that I have a family to complain to me. Ha ha.

Current Mood: blank